Life can be trying. We face obstacles we often cannot overcome. We choose to sit and walk alone in a clouded thought we ARE alone. This isolation is nothing more than our self loathing, pity stricken, the world owes me narcissistic thinking, which knowingly places us here.
We are now switching to you. The world owes you nothing. You have taken everything given in life and thrown it out with complete disregard. Who gives one the ultimate authority to say who belongs to who. I am not yours to give away and throw out like Wednesday's garbage. I refuse to accept responsibility for your sadistically psychotic thought process. What I do in my life means nothing to you. What I say is just that... It is what I will say. It must be a tremendous ease to sit completely isolated from the world and pop your pills, smoke your weed, drink your liquor and cast your hateful words in an effort to place the blame for your problems on another being. It must be so easy to not have to answer to anyone and be "perfect". How easy was it for you to place your blame on her advising the world you could no longer handle her and her resentment towards you and your life. How easy was it for you to bury one sister and "give" the other away like an old used pair of jeans. Who gave you the right to giver her away? You need help.
She is now becoming I and me. Let me share a secret. I am proud of who I have become. I don't need your approval or guidance to succeed. I have a great support system who adores the person I am. They love me for me. I refuse to apologize for being me, as I will never be anyone else. Change is an amazing concept. However, I will never change who I am for anyone. If you are lacking to strength and ability to accept me for who I am, I am handing you a mirror. Take a long hard look at your reflection and ask yourself one thing. Who are you?
Stop trying so hard to be this perfect person nobody is. Who would want to be perfect. I certainly know I would never want to carry that label.
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